useless..hopeless..emptyness..

Salam..hye kekawan..i dunnu y wif my lappie..skrunk neh dh buley bloggie alik..but da thing is..icon2 yg lelaen x kuar plak..cmner nk hupload gambaq neh..
camner nk tukar2 kale wording neh..haiya..satu2 probs cumin la..hmm..

neway..me dun really mind bout da lappie or piccas dat i need hupload..but im more need to pay at-10-tion to myself 1st..now im soooooo felt dat im useless..hopeless..emptyness..der is a reason y i tel im like diz..how am i need to change ol diz bec??dats da ques..

im tired of being senyap d..kak azra n kak nadia aways ask me to voice out..but i really cant..i just dunno y..bcuz i felt..if i voice out..many heart wil b dissapointed..i dun1 dat to happened..how la???

y r ol diz happened??y our life is not dat easy..i noe..n still remember..diz one seniour of mine..aways tel me.."kter ader masalah sebab Allah nk uji kter..Allah nk kter jdk laghie kuat..ingt kt DIA..sebab Allah sayunk kter..sebab tuh la kter ader masalah"..but i dunno wat shud i do now..

me aways noe how to help ppl..but i dunno how to help myself..dats y i say dat im useless..hopeless..tau aja org..tp drie sendrik x pandai nk handle..im soooo teruk ryte..

its okai la..i need to jog n jog n jog now..i need 2 find da ans..may everything goes on smoothly...insyaAllah..


-LA TAHZAN JUJUE-