Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Dear bloggie..im currently..felt mix up..cant sleep yet tho..its ady 250am..on31st dec..suddenly mish ol da old tymes dat i had wif my frens..how i mish ol da moments..n how i wish if i cn recorrect everything dat not dat gud b4..2nyte..ol da memories reappears..during my foundie tyme..up till now..der r so many stuff dat i ady done 2geda wif dem..ol da up n downs dat happened..stil felt fresh..as tho as its just happend..hmm..how da tyme goes by..n FYI..2mrw is new year..bubye 2008 n welkem 2009..may da besh wil happened 2 me n da rest of my frens..here r sum piccas of ppl dat i mish..n da moments dat i mish mostly..take a look at it...

[my cyberp grupmate..da mngmnt team..sally+cutie+me+mickey]
[during azrie bday party..azrie+dev+firaz+arez+bobo+awan+cma..]
[supper wif foundie frens..fai+myrra+cons+sheryl+teo..n not to 4get.simp]
[src buddies..how i mish ol of u..hmm]
[tmn rama2 thingy..kak ama+me+kak yana+ira..n 2 4get..da 1 who took da pic...kak azra]

OMG..how i mish ol da tymes n moments..diz is just few of da moments wer i ady undergo while im in mlk..many moments more dat i cant even post it here..it still kept fresh in my memory chip in my brain..thanx 4 givin me ol diz sweet memories..hmm..may Allah bless ol of us..amin~~

"sumtymes..if u cant find da ans..ask ur heart..bcuz sumtymes..ur heart knows better wat u want..it really helps tho..just go wif ur instinct..may da besh comes for u"..

p/s:-wish dat i cn spend more tyme wif kak azra..especially 4 next sem..its her last sem..shes one of my very
besties..who am i going to tel my probs..my heppie moments..my sad moments..n everything..wat eva it
is..i wish u ol da besh for ur future undertakings..gonna mish u like org gilak..[i dunno y i tel diz even tho
u gonna b here stil for one sem more..huhu]

Friday, December 26, 2008

tagged by dear sis azra...

So..here it goes..da tagged by dear sis azra..hikkz:P


1. What if you were the last person on earth. What would you do?

#haa..cant imagine it..anyone to b my partner plz..tmnkn syerk..hiikz:P


2. What would you do if you have only 24 hours to live and you can do anything in the whole world?

#hmm..makes da world peace..no more differcult ppl..bring ol my family 2 perform haji..n

lastly..being wif da person dat i lurve wif..


3. Name 5 people you will take with you to anywhere you go. Where? Why? (family counts as 1)

#family-to haji..bcuz dat day ony mom n my sista go..diz tyme..i want my whole family 2b der..

#kak azra-jom2..wer eva u wanted too..bcuz u aways bring me to many places..hikkz:P

#ezatul-2 ausie..so dat she cn b heppie wif her *******

#ira-jom p jumper ronaldo..nk x??hikkz:P

#da one in my mind-jom2..2 a place wer der is so many beautiful scenary to enjoy wif..


4. 3 reasons you have a blog?

#to write anything i wanted or felt..

#to let my frens updates bout me..

#to share any infos dat i found..from my reading or wat eva source from..


5. 2 ways you would change the world.

#helps da needy..[dun1 2 c ol da poor ppl 2b sufferd anymore]

#by changing myself 1st..huhu..[im still learning 2 face da real world..learning is an art dat wud neva ends]


6. Name your 1st friend.

#my 1st fren??hmm..if Malay..she was Nor Ashikin Othman[kindergarden tyme]..

if Indian..den it wud b Sunil[my neighbour in Kdh last tyme]..

if Chinese..den it wud b Tan[my farthers fren son]

(hikkz:P..terlbey sudey)


7. What's your worst nightmare?

#let me keep it 2 myself..


8. Describe you.

#talkative+sensitive..i guess..anymore??


9. Describe your style.

#me??just a simple one..[sumtymes..i mayb differ a lil..depends on the situation]


10. Are you a bully?

#nope..bek kn syerk..hikkz:P..[bt my frens who likes to bully me..sobsobT_T]


11. TAG 4 people.Who?

#dun hv da mud to tag anyone..[sper nk bwat..bwat la..]


p/s:-im done wif da tagged..xderk utang dh kak azra:D
[again..i done it earlier..ader jerk tersimpan lam draft tuh..hish2]

awal muharam...



[click for enlarge it k..or just open it up in a new tab..hikkz:P]




salam..hye frens..its end of da year d..not ony for da upcumin 2009..but for our Islam calander too..so..since Awal Muharam(Maal Hijrah)..is just around the corner..wud like to share wif u guys..the doa for end of year..n oso da doa for begining of the new year..may our new year..wud be better for ol of us..wif lots of new hope..n more fil up wif da happienes..insyaAllah..amin...


p/s:-ektly neh ader dlm draft..huhu..posting entry jerk lmbt cketz:P

Amalan kesihatan dlm ISLAM...

Salam..hye kekawan..just wanna share sumthing wof u ol..bcer n manfaatkn okai..InsyaAllah it wil help u ol..im not an expert..but just to share wat i read 2day..may Allah bless u ol n me too aways:D

#Mandi Pagi sebelum subuh @ sekurang kurangnya sejam sebelum matahari naik. Air sejuk
yang meresap kedalam badan boleh mengurangkan lemak mengumpul. Kita boleh saksikan orang mengamal mandi pagi kebanyakan badan tak gemuk.

#Rasulullah mengamalkan minum segelas air sejuk (bukan air ais) setiap pagi. Mujarabnya Insayallah jauh dari penyakit (susah nak kena sakit).

#Waktu sembahyang subuh disunatkan kita bertafakur (iaitu sujud sekurang kurangnya seminit selepas membaca doa). Ia boleh mengelak dari sakit pening atau migrin. Ini terbukti oleh para saintis yang membuat kajian kenapa dalam sehari perlu kita sujud. Ahli-ahli sains telah menemui beberapa milimeter ruang udara dalam saluran darah di kepala yg tidak dipenuhi darah. Dengan bersujud maka darah akan mengalir keruang berkenaan.

#Dalam kitab juga ada melarang kita makan makanan darat bercampur dengan makanan laut.Nabi pernah menegah kita makan ikan bersama susu. di kuatiri akan cepat mendapat penyakit. Ini terbukti oleh saintis yang menjumpai dimana dalam badan ayam mengandungi ion+ manakala dalam ikan mengandungi ion-, jika dalam suapan ayam bercampur dengan ikan maka terjadi tidakkan balas biokimia yang terhasil yang boleh
merosakkan usus kita.

#Nabi juga mengajar kita makan dengan tangan dan bila habis hendaklah menjilat jari. Begitu juga ahli saintis telah menjumpa bahawa enzyme banyak terkandung di celah jari jari, iaitu 10 kali ganda terdapat dalam air liur. (enzyme sejenis alat percerna makanan, tanpanya makanan tidak hadam)
Wallahualam..

Sama2lah kita mengamalkannya.......
WallahuA'lam

"Sabda nabi Ilmu itu milik tuhan, barang siapa menyebarkan ilmu demi kebaikkan insyaallah Allah akan menggandakan 10 kali kepadanya."

p/s:- cdt to isuhangat..

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

wuwuT_T...

Salam..
hye dear bloggie..bloggie sehat arie neh??
syerk okok jerk..alhamdulillah la..
neway..skrunk neh dh stdy week..
laghie pong..sumer class dh abesh dh..OB dh abesh..Mrktng pong smer gakz..
sonyer..kne la syeeetaaadiiiikk..

(bnyk chapters okai!!!)
ngahaha:D
ektly..neh nk lps geram neh..
memuler lecturer OB ckp..yg midterm ngn open book test tuh..
dh xkn kuaq final lg dh..
skali tetiber dier kater..
"dun think dat ques ady been ask in midterms,i wil neva ask again in final ya.."
atoi la..ciap pesan..swuh bcer sumer chapters..drie chapter one ok....
bnyk nyer.....cuak2T_T....
n den..yg Mrktng plak..mmg dh sedia maklum..drie chapter one yg kuaq..
sebab kter org xdaq midterm dat day..
ader asement jerk..
yg mrktng neh..nk tau ader bper chapters..15 ol2geda ok..
stakat neh..Ob x cover laghie..Mrktng jerk..hikkz:P
ader la smpi chapter 7 bru..hish2..malasnyer syerk neh kn...

ektly..diz sem..i really need to improve in everything..
insyaAllah..moger dpermudhkn everything..aminn~~
mudah-mudahan gak..soklan2 yg bakal kuaq sumer x ssh sngt la yerk..
dhler sumer ESSEI..amek ko..xdaq mknenyer..mcq ker..true or false ker..
haha..its essei..n dats it..no nego2 ok..

esk..25th Dec..Its oliday..but me dunno nk alik ker x..
mamandangkn arie jumaat dh xderk class..n senin neh awal muharam..
hmm..sebab hengat nk stay..mau syeetaaadiikkk..
hmm..think.think.need 2 dcide neh..
ousemate n rumates..alik diz thurs..but sat..dh alik cneh alik
..(cam x berbaloi la plak..)
x kesah la aper2 pong..yg penting heppie:D..hikkz:P

P/s:- mekaseh krn anda tlh berjyer membacer entry syerk yg nth aper2 neh..hish..
ngahaha:p..ala..xper..ira pong slalue bwat gakz..kn ira kn..ngahaha:P
dh2..syetaaadikk la jujue..hish2
..(smpi kne tego arie tuh..asek bcer blogie org n ym jerk..hikkz:P)

"hepiness keeps u sweet..trials keep u strong..sorrow keeps u human..failure keeps u humble..succes keeps u glowing..& mizunderstanding keeps u in pain..but ONY ALLAH dat keeps u going..hmm.."

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

blurr..speechless..

Salam..
kabare??waras??hope so yerk kekawan..
ektly..i wanna post diz entry yesterday..but ternet neva let me..
its angry wif me or majuk wif me mayb..huhu..

yesterday,wen i was walking from da cmpus to ep..i saw one grup of chinese gurl..
dey were talking..BUT using da 'hand signal'..
(u do understand wats hand signal ryte)
i was amaze..even though dey r not really complete(interms of voice)..
but dey still hv da courage to stdy n b heppie n hv a life just as other norm ppl..
but me..as a norm ppl..wud sumtymes giv up of doin sumthing..
shame of me..
but siyeshly..diz incident makes me open up my eyes..
every ppl do hv their own speaciality..
so,we..da norm ppl..shud not eva giv up k..
we shud hv better high confidence towards anything..
but still..not too over confidence..
cuz sumtymes..dats wil mk u feel pain at the end..

hmm..how i wish i can talk to dat grup yesterday..
its okai la..just think dat..
everything dat happened..der must b a reason behind it ryte..
it just da matter of tyme..
insyaAllah..

neway..sum1 ask me sumthing..am i clear wif my thoughts n hearts..wat i really think in my mind..n i just cant ans dat..im speechless..how i wish..it was as easy as abc..or even as eating..hikkz:P...izit wat im doing is ok??izit wat i wanted to do ok??am i doing da ryte thingy?? how if im doing da wrong thingy with out knowing it??hish3...its complicated ryte..hmm..
oldo i do noe..if we din mk any mistakes,we wud not learn anything ryte..nth ler...hopes dat everything wil goes on smoothly ryte..insyaAllah..amin...may Allah bless me n u ol aways:D

-jujue-

Saturday, December 20, 2008

tagged by f4rid Go$h..

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
*da one in my mind??dunno2..hikkz:p

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
*hmm..matured..caring..impress..loving and unpredictable mayb..huhu..

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?
*dat prson cheer me up wen im down n felt empty..

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
*eliminate the ngative thngy dat hounted u..u wil find da ans..

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
*felt da most luckiest prson i guess..n unbelievable too:P

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
*dat wil not happend..insyaAllah..

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
*dat wil b knows between me n dt prson ony..

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
*dat wil neva b..insyaAllah..

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
*mk dt prsn heppie aways n surprise on dt prsn berpday..

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
*olmost perfect i guess..(xderk org perfect kt dunia neh kn..hmm)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
*u tel me ppl out der..wat do u think of me?

12. The character of you for yourself is?
*hmm..aper yerk..talkative+manje+sensitive i guess..am i??(any1 ans me plz)

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
*aways keeps da burden to myself ony..(not hate la ektly..just try to improve da ngtv side)

14. The most person that you wanna be is?
*nobody..i just wanna be me..:D

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
*hmm..thanx a lot n really apprea8 it..n i lurve u ol..plus may Allah bless u ol n me:D

16. Ten people to tag:
*ira
*sis azra
*aida
*ezatul
*shat
*kak zaidah
*thenthang
*syafeeq
*kak ct
*who eva dat wanna do it

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
*ofkos..his dear khei..(may ur relationship last til eternity..amin)

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
*female

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
*dunno..cuz no 10 cud be who eva..(i dun1 2b blame by thenthang later..hikkz:P)

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
*a big No..both hv their own partners ok..

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
*shes now praktkl in kl..(mish u dear)

22. Is no. 4 single?
*yesh bt shes not available..

23. Say something about no. 6..
*kak zaidah??she knows wat she want in her life..
(smoger berjyer yer akak..)

im done..xderk utang dh..hikkz:P
"ma lapie majuk wif me last nyte..till diz noon bru okai alik..hope dat u wil not majuk again wif me k lapie..i'll tcre of u..bg rehat ok..mekaseh.."
-jujue-

Thursday, December 18, 2008

im da rainbow??hmm..

Salam..
just to share sumthing..
its a song by joana&co..
title..aku pelangi..
realy nice song..
go n google it..hiikz:P
heres da lyric..
Ku selalu dihati,
Membuai rayumu,
Hiasi dunia sepimu.
Seukir senyuman dariku,
Menggegar mayamu,
Kau segalanya bagiku.

Pre-Chorus:
Takkan setia,
Takkan kembali,
Bawa dirimu dan tinggalkanku.

Chorus:Buka matamu,
Lihatlah diriku,
Aku pelangi,
yang dinanti.

Verse 2:Ku sinar cahayamu,
Di saat indahmu,
Juga waktu resahmu.
Ku lukisan imagimu,
Kini kau membisu,
Setelah ku tiada.

Ulang Pre-Chorus & Chorus

Bridge:Berharap bayangku pulang,
Nikmati tiadaku.
-jujue-

$i4pa PiLih4n T3m4n Hidup Mu, $4h4b4tKu??

Salam..
aper khabar kekawan semua..harap sehat2 hendaknyer..
sejak akhir2 neh..kebanyakkan kekawan skola rendah syer dh berkahwin..
cousie2 pong samer..
tp syerk..maseh pelajaran berada nombor satu..
insyaAllah..tp syerk manusia biasa..
oleh kerana itu..syerk just go wif da flow..
smoger dpermudahkn segala urusan syerk..amin...
neway..ader citer yg nk syerk share ngn kekawan semua..
syerk dpt citer neh drie sahabat syerk..
saudari Kamilah..trime kasih yerk..
smoger Allah memberkati Kamilah..syerk sendiri..
dan juge kekawan syerk..serta semua umat Islam di dunia neh..aminn..
di bawah neh la citer tersebut..siler2 la hayati yerk..
Saya bertanya kepada emak, “mana satu pilihan hati, orang yang sayangkan kita atau yang kita sayang? ”Mak jawab, “dua-dua bukan..”Saya tercengang.. Mak mengukir senyuman.
“Pilihan hati mak adalah yang sayangkan kita kerana Allah..” Saya menarik nafas dalam-dalam.“Macam mana nak tau orang tu sayang kita kerana apa?” Mak diam sekejap berfikir dan
kemudian tersenyum.
Rasanya mak dapat menduga apa yang sedang bermain dalam hati anak perempuannya. Mana mungkin saya mampu menyorokkan rahsia hati dari mak sedangkan sekilas saya pun mak mampu membacanya. “Yang paling tahu hanya Allah..” mak merenung dalam-dalam wajah anaknya. “Kerana hanya Allah mampu membaca hati hambaNya.. ” mak menyusun ayat-ayatnya. “Dan keikhlasan kerana Allah itu akan terserlah keberkatannya tanpa perlu sengaja ditonjokan oleh seseorang tu..”
Saya memintas, “Tak faham..”
Mak menyambung “Cinta di dalam jalan Allah.. Bertemu kerana sama-sama mencari redha Allah..” Mak menyambung lagi, “begini, setiap insan yang bergelar manusia telah Allah ciptakan berpasang-pasangan. Rasa ingin dikasihi antara seorang suami dan isteri suatu fitrah. Automatik boleh ada daya tarikan magnet tu..” Wajah saya merah, sedikit cemas jika mak dapat mengesan gelora jiwa muda ini.. Mak menyambung “Setiap manusia telah Allah tetapkan rezeki,jodoh dan maut sejak azali lagi..Persoalannya ialah.. Siapakah jodohnya itu?” mak berhenti seketika. Saya tunduk malu, cuba menyorokkan rasa panas di pipi. Emak buat-buat tidak nampak.
Secret Admire
“Kakak, mak dulu masa besar ada secret admire.. Rajin betul dia hantar surat..Masa tu mak dah tahu yang bercinta sebelum kahwin ni tak halal..Dan masa tu mak tekad tak mahu layan sebab mak takut arwah tokwan kena seksa dalam kubur.. Mak sedar mak anak yatim, anak orang miskin, adik beradik ramai.. Mak nak belajar sungguh-sungguh. . Lama budak tu tunggu mak.. Akhirnya mak bagi kata putus, mak hanya akan membalas cinta dia jika dia sah suami mak.. Dan dia memang bukan jodoh mak, maka tak pernah dia menerima balasan cinta tu.” Mak merenung jauh. Saya merapatkan badan kepada emak, semakin berminat dengan kisah lama mak..
“Mak memang tak ada perasaan lansung pada dia ke?” saya menyoal sambil memandang tajam wajah mak. Emak ketawa kecil. “Walaupun mungkin ada, mak tak pernah bagi peluang pada diri mak untuk mengisytiharkan perasaan tu.. Mak takut pada Allah. Mak bukan seperti rakan sebaya mak yang lain.. Mak, seperti kakak..” mak memandang saya sambil memegang pipi dan dagu saya. Kemudian tangannya mengusap rambut di kepala saya.
“Mak anak ustaz ustazah.. Tapi zaman tu ustaz ustazah nya masih berkebaya pendek dan ketat. Tok wan mak kiyai. Mungkin berkat doa keturunan sebelum ni yang soleh-soleh, hati mak tertarik sangat pada agama walaupun tiada sesiapa yang mendorong.. Bila di sekolah, mak pelajar pertama yang bertudung.. Mak membawa imej agama. Kawan-kawan dan cikgu-cikgu panggil mak dengan gelaran mak Aji.. Sebab zaman tu hujung 70an dan awal 80an tak ramai lagi yang bertudung betul menutup auratnya..Zaman tudung nipis dan nampak jambul. Kemudian kawan-kawan mak sikit-sikit ikut bertudung. Akhirnya kami semua dipanggil di perhimpunan. Kami dimarah guru besar kerana bertudung sedangkan ustazah kami bertudung tapi nampak jambulnya..” emak melemparkan pandangan ke lantai. “Selepas tu ustazah jumpa kami secara persendirian. Ustazah kata dia tak mampu nak pakai seperti kami. Dia suruh kami teruskan..” sambung emak. Ada getar di hujung suara emak. Kisah silam perjuangan emak di sekolah dahulu sikit-sikit emak ceritakan pada saya. Itulah juga salah satu inspirasi kepada saya untuk bangkit semula setiap kali terjatuh ketika berjuang di sekolah dulu.
“Mungkin kerana personaliti mak, mak menjadi tempat rujukan kawan-kawan mak.. Jadi, bila mak nak ambil sesuatu tindakan, mak kena fikir betul-betul sama ada tindakan mak tu akan menyebabkan Allah marah atau tidak. Mak ayah berdosa tak? Dan maruah pembawa agama terjejas tak? Kalau mak membalas cinta si lelaki tadi, bermakna mak sedang menconteng arang di muka-muka pembawa-pembawa agama. Orang akan pandang serong terhadap orang yang bertudung sedangkan kesilapan tu hanya seorang dua yang buat. Besar fitnah akan timbul apabila orang-orang agama mengambil ringan batas syariat duhai anak..” mak menelan air liurnya. Saya diam. Fikiran saya sedang cuba memahami maksud mak saya.
Adakah ia suatu diskriminasi?
“Kakak.. Jatuh cinta perkara biasa. Apabila kita jatuh cinta pada seseorang, itu tandanya ada sesuatu keistimewaan pada seseorang tu. Apatah lagi orang yang kita jatuh cinta tu di atas jalan dakwah ni..Tetapi kita kena ingat.. Kita tak akan dikahwinkan dengan seseorang atas sebab jatuh cinta atau saling cinta mencintai.. Bercouple mungkin.. Tetapi bukan berkahwin.. Kerana kita berkahwin dengan jodoh kita, jodoh yang Allah dah tetapkan sejak azali.. Dan tak mustahil orang yang kita paling benci itulah jodoh kita yang kita akan dikahwinkan dengannya..” Tiba-tiba air mata saya mengalir. Argh! Ego saya kalah bila mendengar hujah emak. Emak meneruskan, “Allah itu Maha Adil.. Dia tak pernah menzalimi hambaNya..Sesungguh nya, yang selalu menzalimi hambaNya ialah diri hamba tu sendiri.. Sebabnyam hamba tu degil. Dia mahukan yang bukan haknya, yang bukan milik dia. Mencintai seseorang tidak semestinya memilikinya.

Dalam Islam, kita dah diajar untuk saling mencintai antara satu sama lain seperti diri sendiri.. Jadi apabila kita mencintai saudara perempuan, kita bebas peluk dia. Tetapi bila dengan lelaki, kita ada batas-batasnya. Orang kafir kata batas-batas ini suatu diskriminasi, tetapi sebenarnya batas-batas syariat itulah yang memelihara kehormatan seorang lelaki dan seorang perempuan. Cuba kakak renungkan, kita mengenali seorang insan yang amat baik, sempurna agamanya dan rajin. Lalu kita jatuh hati padanya. Ditakdirkan jodohnya dengan insan lain, kita pula dengan yang lain.. Tetapi itu tidak bermakna ukhwah antara kita dan dia terputus.. Kita dan dia sama-sama mencari redha Allah.. Kita dan dia masih boleh sama-sama bekerjasama untuk mencari redha Allah.. Perbezaannya, dia halal untuk isterinya sedangkan untuk kita, dia tetap lelaki ajnabi seperti yang awalnya.” emak berhenti seketika..
Bukan luar biasa
Tentu kering tekak emak menerangkan kepada saya persoalan hati ini. “Kakak.. jadi di sini mak nak kakak faham, jatuh cinta bukan perkara luar biasa.Dan berkahwin pun bukan suatu jaminan untuk tak jatuh cinta pada lelaki lain.. Kerana itulah ramai isteri yang curang, suami yang curang.. Ada orang tukar pasangan macam tukar baju. Apa yang penting ialah kita kena perjelaskan pada diri kita supaya setiap kali kita jatuh cinta, jatuh cinta itu kerana kita jatuh cinta kepada Pencipta dia. Kita bagi tau pada diri kita berulang kali yang kita mencintai Allah, kerana itu kita mencintai si dia. Letakkan Allah sebagai sempadan hati kita, segala perkara yang kita cintai dan sayangi termasuk mak abah adalah kerana mencintai Allah.. Dan apabila kita membenci seseorang atau sesuatu, beri tahu pada diri sendiri berulangkali yang kita benci sekian-sekian hal kerana Allah semata-mata. . ”

“Kakak.. Hati kita ni walaupun dalam dada kita sendiri, ia tetap bukan milik kita. Kita tak mampu untuk mengawalnya. . Hanya Allah yang boleh memegangnya. . Sebab tu kita kena dekatkan diri dengan Allah.. Sebab kita nak dia pegang kukuh-kukuh hati kita. Bila dia pelihara dan masuk dalam hati kita, itulah nikmat lazatnnya bercinta. Masa tu biarpun satu dunia menyakiti kita, kita tak rasa sakit sebab kita asyik dengan nikmat bercinta dengan Allah..Bercinta dengan Allah sangat berbeza dari bercinta dengan manusia. Kerana tentulah pegalaman bercinta dengan lelaki kaya,rupawan, sempurna dan bijaksana tak sama rasanya bercinta dengan lelaki miskin, hodoh,cacat dan dungu.. Betapa nikmatnya cinta Allah, hanya mereka yang pernah merasai sahaja yang mampu mengerti.
”Redha
“Kakak.. Walau siapapun jodoh yang Allah hantarkan untuk kakak, terimalah dengan hati yang redha.. Tak mustahil dia adalah orang yang kita benci. Kalau yang kakak sayang, tak jadi hal lah.. Tapi kalau dapat yang kakak tak nak, lantaran kelemahan yang ada pada dia, ingatlah bahawa dalam diri setiap insan telah Allah ciptakan dengan kelebihan masing-masing. Dan mungkin kakak ada kekuatan yang dapat mengubah si lelaki tadi supaya hidup dia bermakna dan mungkin kakak sahaja yang mampu mencungkil kelebihan yang ada pada dia.. Mungkin juga si lelaki ini ada sesuatu kelebihan yang kakak sangat-sangat perlukan yang satu dunia tak mampu bagi pada kakak.. Alangkah bertuahnya kakak kalau kakak mengerti setiap pemberian Allah dan belajar untuk bersyukur.. ” Sekali lagi berjuraian air mata saya turun. Terasa lemah lutut hendak berdiri.
Emak menarik tubuh saya dan memeluk erat. Pelukan emak sangat-sangat kuat. “Emak dah didik anak emak dari belum lahir untuk mencintai Allah.. Sekarang emak serahkan anak emak yang mak sayang sangat ni pada Allah untuk Dia pelihara..” Emak mengakhiri kata-katanya dengan suara sebak dan air mata yang mengalir ke bahu saya.
"semoge kiter sumer memperoleh yg terbek hendaknyer..aminn~"
-jujue-

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Ch0cK TaLk$...

Salam frens..
just setle up ol my lil thingy just now..
alhamdulillah..setle gak akhirnye..
now..wanted 2 share sumthing wif u ol bout chocs..hikkz:P
Choch as medication???
Well.. Stdies hc shown dat choc triggers da release of feel-good endorphins(natural opiates) in da brain..
Researches hv even reported dat choc contains pharmacologically active substance dat hv da same effect as on the brain as marijuana.(pergh..dasat ok choc neh..)
Choc as a health food??
Choc contains very high levels of catechins-com-pounds dat act as antiocxidants..
just 25g of dark choc contains as much as 41mg of flavanols-da powerful antioxidants dat guard againts plaque build-up in artery walls..dats more antioxidants den a cup of green tea or an apple..
LIMIT UR INTAKE..
Choc cn b include in a healthy diet..as long as u r active n havin plenty of fruit n vege..
2 obtain da benefits without adding 2 much fat to ur diet..
limit urself 2 25g a day..
(bukey ker syerk neh??skali mkn dhler bnyk..hikkz:P)
and savour da flavour..
Der u go..ol bout choc da u hv 2 noe at least..
hehe..choc sngt la cheedap..bt b ware..
huhu..
dh2..kul bper dh neh..
at 1100am i'll b in JBS..
may everything goes on smoothly..
aminn~~


neh choc yg syerk mkn..
i din eat it alone k..share wif my ousemates laghik..
huhu..xkn nk mkn sumer kn..
nyumm..nyumm..:D

-jujue-

Monday, December 15, 2008

my adeqs day..

Salam..
hye kekawan..
im alhamdulillah..feeling gud 2day..
i heard der is one of my fren get sick..(smoger cpt sembuh la yerk..ngee:D)
nway..heres hupdate bout dat day..
(kn syerk kter syerk alik umh kn..haaa..neh la dier..)
my adeq kenduri khatam Al-Quran + doa selamat khatan..
(muhammad jazlee n muhammad jazmie)
my rumates n ousemates follow alik skali..
me+kak azra+raihan+nocha+shery..
(nek kete kak azra..thanx dear..)
supposely ader laghik yg itot..bt its ok..
dey hv xms n more important thingy to do..
so,here u go..ol da piccas..
ckertz2 jerk la yerk..xyah sumer2 k..hikkz:P
kak azra+shery+raihan+nocha
(amek ko..ciap ader pelamin ok..hish..gerun sey..)
me n kak azra..
(tema arie tuh is purple..neh my adeq la neh..nperla x waner pink..)

the five of us..hikkz:P

nyte scenery plak..(neh la suasane kpg..tyme memalam..)
den..after ciap kemas2 n setle everything up..
masuk tidoq la kn..aper laghie..
nyway..kter org sempat la tgk juara lagu semi sat..hikkz:P
bcuz at nyte..is for guys side..segan la plak nk kuar kn..
(jujue segan??eh..syerk kn pemalu orgnyer..hikkz:P)
arie next day..wic is saturday..
pepagi tuh..after breakfast..
my dad bring dem jejalan kt his mill..
haa..amek ko..terkejot sat memasing..
mner gegambo kt mill tuh??
nonono..its prvt lmtd..ngehehe:P
abesh sumer new words depa dengaq..
kernel..sludge..n memacam lghie la..
ryte after lunch..we gerak alik..
need 2 setle up thingy kt mlk plak..
so..dats it la basiccaly..
mekaseh kekawan..cuz sudi dtg to my ouse..ngeee:D
x silap..diz da 2nd tyme..my frens from MMU came over..
thanx again..apprea8 it:D
"friendships till eternity..insyaAllah..amin.."
-jujue-



Friday, December 12, 2008

guiltyness..

Salam..
skrunk neh is ady 0137 in da morn..
means dh arie jumaat dh..
2day me alik umh..
ader aper yerk??
nenant me hupdates k..
around 1++ me alik..kirenye..pas zohor la..
asek alik jerk kn syerk sem neh..
(smpi ader org ckp syerk neh manje..manje ker syerk neh??hmm..nthler..)
nway..tdk pas dizcusion ngn anis sal one prog neh..
me n anis g drive tru..
n me pgng mknn2 tuh bnyk ok..
yg tuh x kesah la kn..
cmner nth..my mistake..
air tertumpah kt lam kete anis..dh smpi umh plak tuh..
hish2..x ker sedey nmenyer tuh..sob..sob..T_T..
nseb bek..satu air jerk..laghie 3 selamat..
skrunk neh..me felt so guilty..
So sorrie anis dear..

[i am truly felt soo guilty now..T_T]

[soooo sorrie anis...walopun anis kater xper..still..really sorrie yerk]

nway..syerk nk wish ol da besh kt kekawan syerk yg ader xms 2day..
rerumates ader lab test..
pastuh yg amek psa..midterm 2day..
n sesaper jerk la lg yg ader midterm...
ol da besh yerk kekawan..
smoger dpt jwb ngn bek..
aminn~~

"kwn syerk pesan..klo nk wat aper2 pong..kne btolkn niat tuh..ble niat kte btol..ikhlas..insyaAllah..sumenyer akn
dpermudhkn..mudah-mudahan..amin.."

-jujue-

Thursday, December 11, 2008

lepas geram..

halluu..salam..
ektly..neh tyme men futsal arie tuh..
walopun it was few weeks ago..x kire gak..
me nk hupload gak gambo neh..dulik aper..ngahaha:P
besh woo futsalin neh..sper x pnh men..p la men..
glerr lepas geram la..
aper2 pong..ampun yer faizol ngn hadri..(u noe y ryte..)
hehe..terlbey sudey..hikkz:P
heres da piccas of it..

[kepenatan..pas men..me n kak ain]

[kak amal n yeli..terror woo kak amal jdk goal keeper]
sebab kak amal la..kter org mng..yeay~~~

[rerumates..sper nk tau..si syafeeq neh dasat ok..p amek dier wakil..haha:D]

[kak ain..nadia..nazir..n hadri]
si Nazir tuh..dier jnr ok..memuler hengat dier snr..ngahaha:D
bwat malu jerk..haizz..xper2..
[muker2 heppie pas men..]
haa..puas at dh..dh hupload sumer gegambo dh..hikkz:P
pasneh klo nk men g..siler2 ajk syerk yerk..
huhu..den..pas men g mner??
p mkn la..hikkz:P
okai u ol..adiioss~
"bile stress..g la jog..g la men futsal..besh worr..drie bwat bende2 yg x berfaedah kn.."
-jujue-





kak dayahs weds

Salam..
hye fren..hows 2day?hope its goin on well..
well..as promise..heres hupdate bout my cousie weds..
her name is kak dayah..
n shes 22 yrs old..
here goes ol da piccas..huhu:p

[in kimono attire..one of da costumes dat she wear..]

[me wif k.dayah..maroon is da tema..]

[dak neh plak..me kne jger..sebab mk dier 'rewang'..she lurves pink too..hikkz:P]
[dak syomel neh pong me kne jger..baby c-ter btol tyme neh..ish3..]

[here was k.dayah n her husband..org nogori x silap..huhu..]
hmm..basically tuh la dier..ader bnyk lg gambaq..fenat la plak nk hupload..
tyme nikah lg..its okai la..aper2 pong..
everything dh setle..dh selamat diijabkabulkan..
smoger kekal ke anak cucu yerk..
aminn..
"dan jgnlah kamoo menyerupai org2 yg bercerai berai dan berselisih sesudah dtg keterangan yg jelas kpd mereka..mereka itulah org2 yg mendapat siksa yg berat"
al-imran:ayt 105
-jujue-

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

tagged..

Salam..
slamat pg kekawan..bcuz its 3am now..
aperkah?asek tito lmbt jerk syerk neh..ish3..
huhu..its okai la..just ignored..
neway..i was tagged by kak azra n ira at da same tyme..
sonyer..bwat skali arong la yerk..(jimat cketz..hikkz:P)

1) Do you think you're hot?
*hmm..dunno la..guess..u out der shud ans diz..(me just ordinary gurl jerk)
2) Upload your favorite picture of you!
*bg 2 buley..(yerk la.kne tagged by 2 ppl kn..jhikkz:P)

3) Why do you like that picture?
*hmm..for da 1st one..bcuz..i really mish of of dem ryte now..wuwuT_T
n da 2nd one is bcuz..i like it la..ngahaha:D
4) When was the last time you ate pizza?
*tyme bulan pose i guess..(wif rerumates n den)
5) The last song you listen to?
*aper yerk?hmm..my ring tone la..hikkz:P
6) What are you doing right now besides this?
*hmm..chatin wif arez..
7) What name would you prefer besides yours?
*nth..xderk rsenyer..
People to Tag:-
*syafeeq(sebab dier x tau nk hupdate aper..hikkz:P)
*aida(ur name tetiber ader kt my mind plak)
*den(bebiler free..buat la yerk..)
*shat(haha..1st tyme u kne tagged from me..bwat2 cpt..)
*sesaper yg rse nk bwat..hikkz:P
8) Who is number one?
*one of da rerumates
9) Number three is having a relationship with?
*erk..x tau la plak..no komen..
10) Say something about number five?
*its any one..human being ofkos..
11) How about number four?
*shes taken ok..hikkz:P
12) Who is number two?
* shes aida guzel..mish u dear..
okai now..setle dh..xderk utang ngn sesaper dh..hikkz:P
gtg now..
cont readin..beshnyer reading neh kn..wakakaka:D
-jujue-

Friday, December 5, 2008

hmm..

Salam..wats up frens..huhu..
hopes everythings fine..
now its ady 5am..
n im still awake..din sleep yet..haizz(dh ler class kul 8..)
me bwat aper rse2 nyer yerk??
hmm..wat else if bukan asement..huhu..
need 2 submit my part kt my member..
cuz afta i do my part..bru depa buley cont..
its a sequal la yg penting..
(nk bwat cmner..nk alik kn..so..hv to setle up everything la..gud gurl..hikkz:P)
neway..dh ciap dh asemnt tuh..yippie:D
Ektly..bfore end up doin mu asemnt..me went out to jj..
wat for..hehe..lests see da piccas below..sonang cerito..
[twighlight novels..bt not diz yg me bought..]
(tgk mubi jerk enaugh la kn..hikkz:P)

[new moon novel..haa..neh la yg i bought..ngeee:D]
(tp me share wif si raihan..plus..ader 25% dizkaun laghik..aper lg..grab la..hikkz:P)

[plus..i ate white choc macadamia..raihan blanjer..]
(pttnyer mau blikn rerumate skalik..bt sper swuh lmbt reply my msg..ngahaha:)) gelak evil..ngee:D )
next week yerk..sian kamoo..jgn jelesh..

Basiccaly dat was wat its all bout..k la..nk bcer2 books cketz..
xmo tito..klo tito neh..alamat la kan..haha..
im goin bec to celeb8 ryer hj..
plus attand my cousie wedds..
later me hupdates bout it k..
mornin everyone..
its 0515 ady..

"semua yg terjdk past ader hikmahnyer..hanya kter perlu sabaq cketz"
"sabaq tuh sebahagian dari iman"

-jujue-



Wednesday, December 3, 2008

pink..

Salam..
hye frens..
2day ady 3rd dec..it means da last month for diz year..
ektly..nk bg tau neh..
2day..3rd dec..me hv midterms..haiyak..
at 2 to 330pm..caiyok2..
aza2 fighting..
ob subjects..
hopes dat i can ans it well..amin..
doakan syer yerk..mekaseh..:D


last nyte dh syeetaadii ngn lappie neh..(percyer la korunk..hikkz:P)
nk g exam..mest kne ader jam..(really important for me..)

pastuh bwk beg neh..jgn jelesh..hikkz:P

n lastly..g exams nek kete neh..(heheh:P ader brans nk nek ngn syerk..hikkz:P)

hehe..okok..dh2..nk tito..esk pepagi nk bgn awl..mau syetadii laghie skali..

doakan syer yerk kekawan..amin..ol da besh to me:D

"laen orang..laen cita rasa..laen orang..laen cara.."

-jujue-

Monday, December 1, 2008

baby paji??

Salam..hye frens..
me once again..ngahaha..(mentang2 la dh buley hupload gegambo sumer2 yerk..lelebey plak..hikkz:P)
Ektly, tdk dok review2 n bcer2 my kekawan nyer bloggie..
den ternmpk la satu gambaq my fren ngn paji aka fazley neh..
(ala yg artist tuh..kwn bek tuh..hikkz:P ampun..)
den terhengat yg skrunk neh paji n his wife dh ader baby..
mest laghie heppie n meriah jerk their ouse kn..
anyways, smoger Allah memberkati paji n his family n so do me n my family plus every one who read my bloggie..huhu:P
Anyhows, here was sum piccas of them..

paji n his wife..(so sweet n cute..hehe:P)

paji n his baby..

his wife n da baby..syomel jerk..
Okai..dats it..smoger sumer org heppie2 slalue..
aways think positive..as one of my fren aways mention it..ngeee:D
"da situations might not change..if u urself dun1 to change n starts the 1st step.."
#asement ob dh ciap..
#proposal nk edit2 jerk laghik..
#asement marketting on da way..hikkz:P
#kne stdy ob laghie 2 chapter neh..gogo~
#kne setle ol the 'lil thinggy'..
-jujue-

Sunday, November 30, 2008

sekinar + besh frens..

Salam..hye frens..hows 2day??
hopes its better den yesterday ofkos..
As for me..my day was a lil better den yesterday..much2 better..
but 2day..2 things dat i plan..x jdk..T_T..
y?ofkos der is a reason ryte..
1st..x jdk nek bukit bruang..was thinking of jog or sumthing..
(mner x nyer..g tito kul 530am..haizz..)
2nd..charity concert in main hall..by MMUSIC..
y?me need to compile up all my asements wic is think is more important den da concert..
btol x?btol..btol..btol..
(atoi la..dhler ader bunkface..haizz..xper2..)
ader org ask me amek autograph of dat grup..but im sorrie..huhu..cant help..
(tp..syerk dh swuh my besties amekkn gambaq+da autograph too ofkos..)
klo dpt sumer neh..buley la syerk tuntut secret..hikkz:p..wink2..
NEways, here was hupdate bout Sekinar and my besh frens..
SEKINAR is a charity programme wer we spend tyme wif the unnormal kids...make them heppie n as well as to make them felt appreated..
noe wat..oldo those kids wer unnormal..but their heart are much more better than us..
their heart is more sensitive than us..
Unfortunately, me went der a lil late..bcuz me hv to attend othe rprogrammes wic is the OMS..
every clubs hv to send representatives..so for SRM..it was me n Ili..
den around 10++..me shoot to the place wif Ili n kak najmin..
arrive around 12++..
(sesampai jerk..dh last game dh wif the kids..den tros penutup..n memakan..hikkz:P)
over der, wen i was just arrive, im stuck wif diz one kids..his name was hakim..if im not mistaken la..dunno y..his eyes was like telling me all kind of stories..
felt like im not da ony one who suppose to felt hopeless..
but der r other ppl out der whom felt da pain more den me..
so, we shud felt thankful ryte..der r so many ppl dat still lurve us..
ngeee:D
okok..so here was some of da piccas..
(me n anis..da nyte b4 sekinar..hikkz:p)

(sum of da komitis+participants+parents)

(n diz is hakim..bulu mate dier lentik glerr..:P)
n now we shoot to da 2nd topic..wer is about my besh frens..
dey were kak azra n kak amal..
ektly..u do noe dat..several days ago..
me got sum problems occured ryte..den..me din tel any1 ryte..
but..no ways to run from my besh frens..dey noes bout it..
n wif full of friendships lurve..
dey convince me bec to normal..to think rationally n logically..
dey giv me support dat i actually wanted long tyme ago..
really appreate it..thanx a lot..
without u ol..i dunno weather im doing da ryte choices..
both of u help me to find da way out..to teach my ownself..to trust myself..
again..thanx a lot..ony ALLAH can repays both of u bec..
lurve u both..
kak amal + kak azra..

(here was kak amal n me)(here was my rumate..kak azra+me)
anyways, i noe der r sum of u out der..wer so gud..to pray for me..
n i really appreat it..u noe who u r..
but da most i thank to is to both my parents..
mama n papa..u both r so lurvely..i lurve both of u..
without both of u..i'll not b abale to reach this stage..
MAY ALLAH BLESS OL OF U..AMIN..
-jujue-









Saturday, November 29, 2008

a real hupdate..ngahaha:P

Salam..
hai guys..hope ol of u wer in da pink of health..
(mcm nk bwat essei la plak..hikkz:P)

neways, now its tyme to ignore the previous entry..and focus on da upcumin wants..ngehehe:P anyways as i promise long tyme ago..wanted to hupdate bout the 2 thinggy..wic is wat i do during my olidays n wat r da thiggy dat kak azra n khei force e to do it..huhu:P..

so..in summary..i decided to hupload ol da pic..easier ryte..sumtymes piccas says more den words..aperkh??layan jerk la..ngeee:D..
so..here was it..


me baking lil choc rice cakes for my frens..
n here wen its done..huhu..
(cute x?cute3..hehe:P)


attand wedds..(my parents nyer frens son wedds..)
gold is their tema..huhu:P

my primary skul fren wedds..
(OMG..she was same age wif me..haiyak..)



me n my primary frens too..(her name is julia..)
(she oso dh tunang dh..atoi la..aper neh??ish3..)

n dis was me n ayu..huhu:P


me n kak amal..
n diz was wat khei n kak azra pakse me to do..
(nek eye on msia..haiyoo..scary okai..so tinggi la..)

n here was kak azra n khei..
(sampai at..scary ok..tetiber ghayat plak..haish..)
bassically the eye on msia thinggy was during da 1st week of my 1st sem..huhu..
okai den..der was da summary of wat i hv promise.
latter der is 2 more things dat i hv to hupdate..
#sekinar
#besh frens..kak azra+kak amal..(thanx a lot..ony Allah cn repays wat u hv done to me..lurve ya:D)
-me-