Sunday, November 30, 2008

sekinar + besh frens..

Salam..hye frens..hows 2day??
hopes its better den yesterday ofkos..
As for day was a lil better den yesterday..much2 better..
but 2day..2 things dat i plan..x jdk..T_T..
y?ofkos der is a reason ryte..
1st..x jdk nek bukit bruang..was thinking of jog or sumthing..
(mner x nyer..g tito kul 530am..haizz..) concert in main MMUSIC..
y?me need to compile up all my asements wic is think is more important den da concert..
btol x?btol..btol..btol..
(atoi la..dhler ader bunkface..haizz..xper2..)
ader org ask me amek autograph of dat grup..but im sorrie..huhu..cant help..
(tp..syerk dh swuh my besties amekkn gambaq+da autograph too ofkos..)
klo dpt sumer neh..buley la syerk tuntut secret..hikkz:p..wink2..
NEways, here was hupdate bout Sekinar and my besh frens..
SEKINAR is a charity programme wer we spend tyme wif the unnormal kids...make them heppie n as well as to make them felt appreated..
noe wat..oldo those kids wer unnormal..but their heart are much more better than us..
their heart is more sensitive than us..
Unfortunately, me went der a lil late..bcuz me hv to attend othe rprogrammes wic is the OMS..
every clubs hv to send for was me n Ili..
den around shoot to the place wif Ili n kak najmin..
arrive around 12++..
(sesampai jerk..dh last game dh wif the kids..den tros penutup..n memakan..hikkz:P)
over der, wen i was just arrive, im stuck wif diz one kids..his name was hakim..if im not mistaken la..dunno y..his eyes was like telling me all kind of stories..
felt like im not da ony one who suppose to felt hopeless..
but der r other ppl out der whom felt da pain more den me..
so, we shud felt thankful ryte..der r so many ppl dat still lurve us..
ngeee:D here was some of da piccas..
(me n anis..da nyte b4 sekinar..hikkz:p)

(sum of da komitis+participants+parents)

(n diz is hakim..bulu mate dier lentik glerr..:P)
n now we shoot to da 2nd topic..wer is about my besh frens..
dey were kak azra n kak amal..
ektly..u do noe dat..several days ago..
me got sum problems occured din tel any1 ryte.. ways to run from my besh frens..dey noes bout it..
n wif full of friendships lurve..
dey convince me bec to think rationally n logically..
dey giv me support dat i actually wanted long tyme ago..
really appreate it..thanx a lot..
without u ol..i dunno weather im doing da ryte choices..
both of u help me to find da way teach my trust myself..
again..thanx a lot..ony ALLAH can repays both of u bec..
lurve u both..
kak amal + kak azra..

(here was kak amal n me)(here was my rumate..kak azra+me)
anyways, i noe der r sum of u out der..wer so pray for me..
n i really appreat it..u noe who u r..
but da most i thank to is to both my parents..
mama n papa..u both r so lurvely..i lurve both of u..
without both of u..i'll not b abale to reach this stage..

Saturday, November 29, 2008

a real hupdate..ngahaha:P

hai guys..hope ol of u wer in da pink of health..
(mcm nk bwat essei la plak..hikkz:P)

neways, now its tyme to ignore the previous entry..and focus on da upcumin wants..ngehehe:P anyways as i promise long tyme ago..wanted to hupdate bout the 2 thinggy..wic is wat i do during my olidays n wat r da thiggy dat kak azra n khei force e to do it..huhu:P.. summary..i decided to hupload ol da pic..easier ryte..sumtymes piccas says more den words..aperkh??layan jerk la..ngeee:D.. was it..

me baking lil choc rice cakes for my frens..
n here wen its done..huhu..
(cute x?cute3..hehe:P)

attand wedds..(my parents nyer frens son wedds..)
gold is their tema..huhu:P

my primary skul fren wedds..
(OMG..she was same age wif me..haiyak..)

me n my primary frens too..(her name is julia..)
(she oso dh tunang dh..atoi la..aper neh??ish3..)

n dis was me n ayu..huhu:P

me n kak amal..
n diz was wat khei n kak azra pakse me to do..
(nek eye on msia..haiyoo..scary tinggi la..)

n here was kak azra n khei..
(sampai at..scary ok..tetiber ghayat plak..haish..)
bassically the eye on msia thinggy was during da 1st week of my 1st sem..huhu..
okai den..der was da summary of wat i hv promise.
latter der is 2 more things dat i hv to hupdate..
#besh frens..kak azra+kak amal..(thanx a lot..ony Allah cn repays wat u hv done to me..lurve ya:D)

Thursday, November 27, 2008


Salam..hye kekawan..i dunnu y wif my lappie..skrunk neh dh buley bloggie alik..but da thing is..icon2 yg lelaen x kuar plak..cmner nk hupload gambaq neh..
camner nk tukar2 kale wording neh..haiya..satu2 probs cumin la..hmm.. dun really mind bout da lappie or piccas dat i need hupload..but im more need to pay at-10-tion to myself im soooooo felt dat im useless..hopeless..emptyness..der is a reason y i tel im like am i need to change ol diz bec??dats da ques..

im tired of being senyap d..kak azra n kak nadia aways ask me to voice out..but i really cant..i just dunno y..bcuz i felt..if i voice out..many heart wil b dissapointed..i dun1 dat to la???

y r ol diz happened??y our life is not dat easy..i noe..n still remember..diz one seniour of mine..aways tel me.."kter ader masalah sebab Allah nk uji kter..Allah nk kter jdk laghie kuat..ingt kt DIA..sebab Allah sayunk kter..sebab tuh la kter ader masalah"..but i dunno wat shud i do now..

me aways noe how to help ppl..but i dunno how to help myself..dats y i say dat im useless..hopeless..tau aja drie sendrik x pandai nk soooo teruk ryte..

its okai la..i need to jog n jog n jog now..i need 2 find da ans..may everything goes on smoothly...insyaAllah..


Wednesday, November 26, 2008

akhirnyer... able to hupdate my bloggie..since my lappie health is perfecto..dat day kena dunno wat virus d..haiya..hmm..its okai okai d bloggie again as i wish..hikkz:P

yesterday..i telek-belek my photo album yg lelamer..den ol da memories pop up one by i mish ol da sweet tymes..hmm..ol my so called besties..from kindergarden till la uni tyme many things had happened..
and da besh thing is..wen i was refreshing every single moments bec..
i manage to write diz in a piece of paper..hikkz:p
(try korunk bcer..klo sudi la..klo x sudi..kne bcer gak..ngee:D)

# wen da tymes goes by..
OMG..last tyme i was just 8 yrs old..
and now i am *0 yrs old..
1* yrs had gone..

wen da tymes goes by..
now i am in a university..
not anymore primary skul..
neither do secondary skul..

wen da tymes goes by..
many things had happened..
many changes had happened..
many new things appears..
many old thins dissapears..

wen da tymes goes by..
i learn new things..
i get new things..
i hate sum changes..
i lurve sum changes..

wen da tymes goes by..
we neva notice dat we still learning..
we neva notice dat we hv done so many wrongs..
we neva notice dat we hv lost so many tymes..
wen da tymes goes by....

hmm..basiccaly diz was wat i wrote on dat piece of paper..
looks simple..but for me..der is sumthng in it for me..
for me..da speaciality of sumthing..comes in many ways..
it depends on a person perceptions..ryte??(btol..btol..btol..hikkz:P)

okai den..till we meet again..wif sum new things..n more piccas..
me goin tu hupload just a moment..
to be cont..
tcre dear frens..

-type offs-

Sunday, November 23, 2008

tagged by aida guzel..

Salam semua..start ur day wif a smile:D

The Self..
Name:Juliana Jamhuri Lee
[02] Nickname: jujue..jujue bee..julia..liana..ana..along..h*****r..
[03] Married: nope
[04] Zodiac Sign: taurus
[05] Gender: female
[06] Age: 20
[07] High School: TIGS
[08] University: MMU Melaka
[09] Height: bper eh..luper..
[10] Weight: hmm..x gmokz sngt koz.hikkz:P
[11] Do you like yourself: ofkos i am..i am who i am..
[12] Piercings: -
[13] Right or left: -
[14] Are you a freak: sumtymes i might be..
[15] Hair: blackie..
[16] Skin: okai jerk..
[17] Allergic: aper eh..sutun eh sotong kotz..ngee:p
[18] What are you doing now: ngadap lappie..
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: doing my working paper..
[20] What will you do 10 years later: 10 yrs??means im 30 la kn..hmm..own biznes i guess..
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: parents but now frens..
[22] Siblings: 4 includes me..
Eldest: me la..sper laghie..sper nk jdk my abg or kakak..mau2..huhu:P
(23)Youngest: my twins bro..jazlee n jazmie..
[24] Love/hate your family: lots..lots of lurve..neva ends..
[25] You found your another half: not yet kotz..
[26] If yes, who is he/she: naa..
[27] If no, who you want he/she to be: lets keep it as a secret..
[28] Time(s) you in relationship: none..cyer x..hehe:P
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): nope..
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): nth..luper dh..aderker xderk yerk..hmm..abaikan jerk la..
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: half xderk kn..dh ckp tdk..
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: hmm..lalala..
[34] Ever argue with your other half: lalananana..
[35] You with your other half since: xderk half la.hish3..
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: huh?aperkah?isk3..
[37] Reasons you love your other half: aper nyer soklan neh..
[38] You and your other half in which stage: -
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: xderk calon..crikkn..ngahaha:P xyah nk crie psl k..

[41] Your first best friend: 1st..hmm..shikin othman..stu skola tadika dlue..windu la plak..
[42] Your first enemy: xderk enemy..kter kne sayunk sumer org..
[43] The friend you love the most: rmi neh..syerk sayunk sumer..
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): xderk..
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: gf? bg syerk sumer org lawa..memasing ader kecantikkan drie sendrik kn..
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: guy?hmm..ader ker??ngahahaha:P(sumer ader their own handsomeness)..
[47] The kind of girl.woman you hate the most: hipokrito..just b urself ok..
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: da 1 who dunno how 2 tcre of himself..(klo dier x buley jge drie dier..cmner dier nk jger sudey..)
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: -
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover : xderk x..y n z pong xderk..hahaha:P
[51] If your friend backstab you: i wil ask 4 da reason..wats my mistake plz..
[52] If your friend betray you: oso da same ans as bfore..
[53] If your friend woo your lover: aperkah??
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: huh?x tau..x tau..blurr..
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: hah..bley terjdk ker..nthler..

[56] Are you a good student: baguih ker syerk neh..u tel me..
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: asement mest la kekadang as usual..last min..hikkz:P
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: mr.robert..haha..en.nordin..mdm k n mdm arifah..
[59] Always late to school/college: nope.stakat neh okai laghie la..
[60] Your class: sem neh besh..i like..
[61] You love your seniors: yuppzz opkos..
[62] Senior who you love the most: kak azra..kak amal..kak ain..kak amalina..kak yana..kak zaidah..kak nadia( rmi jerk..haha)
[63] Your classmates good/bad: average..ngahaha..kejam glerr..xderk la..sumer besh2..
[64] Excellent result classmate: rmi worr..jelesh btol..
[65] Laziest classmate: lazy?sper yerk..xderk kotz..

[66] Smart people: aways think further..n thinks dat he or she not lonely..(Allah slalue tlg kamoo)
[67] Stupid people: komen..
[68] Good looking people: beautie inner n outter..
[69] Ugly people: ppl who dun lurve themselves..yer ker..aper2 jerk la..
[70] Funny people: org yg suker bwat syerk gelak jerk..haha..hampehness..
[71] Cute people: syomel..
[72] Bad people: bad la..
[73] Honest people: gud..
[74] Acting people: x besh..hipokrito sumtymes..
[75] You are what kind of people: me..u judge me la..

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs
[78] Shorter or taller: dun mind..
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous..
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: both kotz..
[81] Listener or talker: both..flexible..
[82] Romantic or rich: romantic..haha..
[83] Good wife or Good mother: Both!

[84] Age to get marry: no limits..
[85] Numbers of kid(s): x kesah..rezki jgn dtolak.hikkz:P
[86] Career: hope i achieve my dreams soon..
[87] Salary: hehe..mest la nk yg comfortable..
[88] Retirement age: depends..
[89] Properties value: hmm..
[90] Wishes: may Allah bless me n u ol aways..frenzship neva ends..lurve ol..

[91] xmo tagged sper2..panzang nyer..fenat dh..isk3..

Sunday, November 16, 2008

imej mpp tercalar??hmm...

hye every1..just wanna share wif ol of u..wat i read just now..ish3..
here u go..

KEWUJUDAN Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar (MPP) di institusi pengajian tinggi awam (IPTA) seharusnya menjadi wadah kecemerlangan mahasiswa pada masa depan, malangnya kontroversi dikatakan mula menghambat persatuan ini dengan pelbagai tuduhan dan isu negatif.Antaranya, ahli MPP 'gila kuasa', pilihan raya kampus dijadikan pentas menyebarkan fahaman politik serta mewujudkan mahasiswa agresif. Natijahnya, imej MPP tercalar.

Lebih buruk lagi apabila segelintir masyarakat mengaitkannya sebagai penyumbang pertelingkahan, pergeseran serta pencetus konflik di kalangan mahasiswa hingga menggugat keharmonian kampus.Fungsinya pula sudah semakin terhakis dan kepimpinan MPP didalangi campur tangan pihak tertentu hingga ketelusan sebenar diragui.

Dengan kata lain, MPP hanya dipergunakan bagi kepentingan orang lain.Persoalannya, benarkah tanggapan itu? Adakah MPP sudah hilang hala tuju serta terkeluar daripada perjuangan sebenar memperjuang dan membela kebajikan warga kampus.

Timbalan Naib Canselor Hal Ehwal Pelajar dan Alumni Universiti Teknologi Mara (UiTM), Profesor Datuk Dr Nasuddin Othman, berkata mengaitkan MPP dengan tanggapan negatif bukan saja 'membunuh' masa depan mahasiswa dan institusi malah menggagalkan usaha melahirkan golongan berani, penuh ketrampilan serta berkeyakinan pada masa depan.

Menurutnya, tidak wajar mengatakan ahli MPP lupa diri sebaik saja memegang tampuk pimpinan kerana pemilihan mereka disertakan tanggungjawab besar bersesuaian perjuangan manifesto sepanjang tempoh pilihan raya."Saya sedih apabila ada pihak menganggap MPP ini sebagai batu loncatan untuk hidup senang atau mencapai cita-cita peribadi. Tanggapan itu salah dan wajar diperbetulkan. Ini soal maruah institusi dan mahasiswa keseluruhannya."Ia bukan saja memburukkan nama mereka yang tidak bersalah malah merencatkan usaha dilakukan institusi selama itu demi melahirkan generasi pemimpin masa depan.

"Jika kemampuan itu dipersoal, tidakkah akan menimbulkan keraguan pada masyarakat?"Saya tidak percaya MPP yang dipilih oleh mahasiswa bersikap tidak telus. Mereka ada manifesto masing-masing dan perlu memperjuangkannya, mana mungkin digunakan bagi kepentingan sendiri," katanya.Saban tahun pilihan raya kampus bagi memilih wakil MPP di IPTA dicemari pelbagai isu apatah lagi jika ia membabitkan IPTA panas. Sama ada calon pro mahasiswa atau aspirasi, masing-masing cuba membawa manifesto meraih kepercayaan pengundi.Malangnya, tempoh berkempen dibenarkan disalah guna hingga memaksa Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi (KPT) membuat pendekatan baru iaitu memberi kuasa kepada IPTA masing-masing menentukan tarikh pilihan raya sendiri bermula tahun ini.

Mengulas pandangan masyarakat yang mendakwa MPP sudah tidak relevan memperjuangkan nasib mahasiswa, Dr Nasuddin berkata, masyarakat seharusnya memberi sokongan, bukan tekanan."Saya kurang bersetuju jika MPP dikatakan sudah tidak relevan. Selama ini, jika bermasalah, siapa yang tampil menghulurkan bantuan? Siapa tempat mereka mengadu, menyalurkan rasa tidak puas hati dan sebagainya?"Itu tujuan utama MPP ditubuhkan iaitu menjaga kebajikan. Mereka bertindak sebagai orang tengah menyalurkan permasalahan kerana itu pentingnya sikap saling bekerjasama, menyokong, mempercayai dan tolak ansur. "Bukan semua perancangan berjalan mengikut aturan, mesti ada kelemahan. Bagaimanapun ini bukan alasan menempelak MPP dengan melulu. Jika ada rasa tidak puas hati, gunakan saluran betul seperti perbincangan. Mereka juga ada perasaan dan tidak wajar diperlekehkan tanpa sebab," katanya.

Ditanya mengenai sumbangan MPP dalam institusi masyarakat, beliau berkata ia perlu dinilai dan dilihat secara menyeluruh tanpa dibandingkan dengan persatuan atau kelebihan orang lain."MPP seharusnya dilihat wadah terbaik melahirkan golongan prihatin, berkeyakinan, bercita-cita tinggi dan berani. Pandangan ini perlu diperhalusi menerusi sudut positif."Nilai inilah kualiti yang patut ada pada diri bakal pemimpin negara dan organisasi. Jika masyarakat mempertikaikannya dengan membuat andaian atau sekatan, bagaimanakah kualiti ini dapat dicungkil serta dikembangkan?"

Setiap organisasi yang ingin membangun sudah tentu ada kepincangan, tapi bukannya tidak boleh diperbaiki. Pendapat saya, jika benar MPP ada cacat cela, cari jalan penyelesaian secara baik dan profesional bukannya mengikut emosi," katanya."Saya tetap optimis MPP masih boleh menjalankan fungsinya dengan telus. Masyarakat berhak bersuara, yang penting MPP tahu hala tuju perjuangannya," katanya sambil mengakui sukar mengekang persepsi masyarakat kerana ia hak individu.

Bagaimanapun, Pengerusi Solidariti Mahasiswa Malaysia (SMM), Muhammad Hafizuddin Abirerah, mendakwa wujudnya ketidakadilan sewaktu kempen atau pilihan raya menyebabkan ramai pihak mula mempertikaikan kewibawaan serta kepentingan MPP.SMM berpendapat, mahasiswa wajar diberi hak membuat pilihan tanpa wujudnya ugutan atau dipengaruhi unsur politik melampau hingga menakutkan mereka."Proses itu sepatutnya berjalan adil dan seimbang, namun hanya golongan tertentu dapat keistimewaan. Ini sudah tentu tidak adil dan SMM berasa berhak bersuara."Perjuangan SMM adalah membawa pelbagai agenda kampus ke peringkat nasional bagi menjaga kebajikan mahasiswa dan pastikan MPP tidak mengambil kesempatan."Sesiapapun mempunyai hak bersuara. Bagaimanapun, SMM mendapati aspek ini seolah-olah diketepikan, jadi jangan salahkan masyarakat jika mereka melemparkan andaian buruk."Teguran dan kritikan bertujuan memperbaiki bukan menjatuhkan maruah, justeru jika ada yang mengatakan MPP sudah tergelincir daripada landasan sebenar, perlu mengambilnya secara positif supaya boleh diperbetulkan," katanya.

[hmm..mcm2 la skrunk neh..haish..]
ektly me interested to read diz bcuz its bout mpp or besh known as src in MMU..
oldo its bout ipta..just i hope ppl in MMU wil neva under estimate or think -vely bout src or mpp..
at least..neva before u noe da real thing..or da besh is..go n join..
n noe urself..wats ol dis bout..hmm..(hikhik..pepandai jerk me swuh korunk join..hikkz:P)

hmm..okai la..2b cont..

p/s: still many things to hupdate..
# my frens weds..
# tags by aida n kak ct..
# kak azra's n khei pakse me doing sumthin..

[haish..hopes dat i cn hupdate it asap..amin..may everything goes on smoothly]

Friday, November 14, 2008

tagged by lurvely sis azra...

If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
○ huh..dunno la..neva hv da experience yet..u tel me la..wat shud i do..ngeee:P

If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
○ hmm..2b hepie aways..n ahchieve 'sumthing' dat i really wanna do it since kiddie..

Whose butt would you like to kick?
○ none..(syerk kn dak bek..hikkz:P)

What would you do with a billion dollars?
○ hmm..wat a number..invest..keep sum..spend sum..giv to my parents..giv to the fees..
(others din thing any yet..huhu)

Would you fall in love with your best friend?
○ mayb n mayb not..haha..dunno2..

Which do you think is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
○ both..

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
○ hmm..let me keep diz to myself la..(buley kn kak azra..ngee:P)

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
○ mayb der is sum1 more better for me out der..hikkz:P
(sper la yg malang tuh..)

If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
○ neva think of it..cuz i'll neva b a person who acts..
(im not gud in kekawan..haha)

Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
○ y not..friends ryte..x bek gado2 neh..

How would you see yourself in ten years time?
○ hmm..graduated working at dat tyme..mayb..a married woman d..ngahaha:))
(owh tidak..i cant imagine dat..haizz..)

What's your greatest fear?
○ let me keep it to myself..

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
○ very lurvely..kind hearted..very caring..loyal..wat eva it is..u r my besh frens..i just lurve her..sayunk kamoo..ngee:D

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
hmm..soklan cepu cemas neh..ader la..haha..

What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
○ open up my eyes la..haha

Would you give all in a relationship?
○ hmm..agak2..ader la..

If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
○ dun1 to ans..sebab the ques is just if ryte..xmo jwb..blurr2..x tau..

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i wil forgive but wil neva forget..

Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
○ for da tyme being..single perhaps..
(heppie jerk..xderk masalah sngt:P)

List 5 people to tag

○ aida (aida dh tag jujue kn..haha)
○ syafeeq (pdn muke kamoo..x kire2..kne bwat gakz)
○ ezatul (my besties..i hope u wil do it afta ur exams over k..)
○ kak ct (ur turn 2b tagged..ngee:D)

○ hmm..4 jerk buley x..hikkz:P (buley jerk la..haha)


how r u 2day??
hope ol of u r fine..insyaAllah.. ady new week goes d..haish..
(y like so fast one..hmm..)
hope ol of u..wil hv a better life in diz new sem..
wish u ol da besh n heppie aways..
neway..guess wer am i now??
im in FBL lab now..
long tyme d me din hupdate ryte..hikkz:p
ira pong bising2 d..
haiyak..den ppl tag me summore..
how la..help2.....
kak azra..kak ct..n aida..plz b more sabq okai..
i'll do da tag..
(bt lelambat cketz la..dun worrie..i'll do asap k..)
so many things to share wif ol of u.. wil hupate onw by one la k..
wat im doin during oliday dat day..
plus..i kne pakse doing sumthing wif kak azra n khei..hehe..
(mmu pong oliday from bloggie yerk..hikkz:P) housie in jhr..din hv ternet ma..huhu..
owh2..nearly 4got..
heppie2 kak azra n khei..wish both of u heppiely eva afta..
(u noe for wat i wish u ryte..ngee:P)
another one thing..
i hope dat kak yana wil bec to usual asap..
shes not well now..shes in putrajaya ospital..
mayb gona visit her later..
wil hupdate bout her later k..
hmm k la.
2b cont later..
tcre everybody.