December

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Hye2 bloggie..

long tyme no see ryte..kekeke

well..im back to johor..

since early sept till now..so its almost 3 months..

many2 things happened within this period...

#1..i've started work at my new place..Mah Sing Group..since 22nd Sept..

#2..I get to be with my family everyday..Feels so good!!! less worryness..

#3..I drive lots..i mean really lyke travel..it took me at least 45mins to work everyday..

i admit..da tiredness is there but it just vanish once u r back at home..

every1 is there..except my lil sister since shes in Kedah..

but i'll meet her soon in Jan!

#4..I started to have many2 kind of feelings..

happy..worried..jellesh..concern..n many2 more la..

lemme keep da rest to myself..

sum1 need 2b blame 4 diz..huhu..

u noe who u r..well..Allah knows best..believe..trust..honesty..

#5..i think i might hv gain weight a lil..bcuz of my opismate..

she really do luv eats n keep on buying food for me..

idk how to say no..diz is really a big problem..

oldo i do jog n doing sum squat challenge..

but at points i feel dat i need to stop eating always!!

#6..on the 27th November..my 2 adeq kembaq officially graduated from Secondary School..keke

See hows time flies..owh my..

been sending and fetching them from schools..tuisyen..sports etc..

i salute parents!!

#7..wanted to chop of my hair since October but still havent chop it off..

feels soooo sayangggg..but working make me no tyme to really take care..

i iz sad..srobbsss! sorry but i'll still chop u off sooner or later..

k then bloggie..

diz iz few things dat hpnd in my life..

wanted to share valuable n knowledgeable post with u..

but just gimme sum space to pour this out wif u k..

lebiuuu la bloggie..

p/s: Astagfirullah for the past..Alhamdulillah for current..and in syaa Allah for the future..

just a lil sumthing..

Dear Bloggie..salam;)

I don;t know how to say..so i google up sumthing..

here was it..

Untung kn jd gurl?? We able to b all that..I hope i'll b able to b ol dat one day..

now it stuck only at the 1st stage..daughter:)

Anyway, i kind of luv to watch drama..

so, this words below shud b kept in my mind i guess..yeah..i shud^__^

this sentence make me think..is there any guy act this way still??

in this kind of modern time?

hurmm...i wonder..

owh...its cliche sentence..i know..

luv walking in the rain..but sumtymes it works..

heee;p

dlue ade kakak slalue ingtkn sy..

La Tahzan jujue..

sume neh happend to make u bcum a better person..

n even stronger InsyaAllah..

now i shud rmmbr another word..

"La Taghtar".. ;)

So, jgn sad2 lg yerk kwn2..

kiutta kn this lil kitten??

it reminds me of Jerry..i mish u Jerry..always rmmbr u in my mind..

Well, i think this sentence below here its totally true!

till then,

-xoxo-

p/s: YOU noe wat is inside my heart Dear Allah..

emptyness

Salam..hye dear bloggie..

was watching WGM of Khuntoria 2day..

i dunno y but it felt lyke i cn feel wat they feel in the show..

its funny..haha!

Anyway, 27th April(saturday), i entered bowling..

its my company tournament sort of..in sunway pyramid..

my teammate is kak faz n sya..

i did few strikes n spares..okai la kn ryte..

but i did saw something n it makes me..

"im grateful that im not lyke dat"..

dear bloggie..

i hate 2b alone ektly..it makes me feels sad..

luckly there is that so called bowling tournament..

if not again im alone since both housemates out with their bf..

i am use 2b alone since im in secondary school..

stays in hostel..uni life stay in apartment + rented house with frens..

internship tyme again rented a house..double storey house by im alone..

working life and again away from fmly..

is this call homesick??? i guess it is mayb..

sometimes it does hurt too when u keep lots of things in your heart..

its good if you can share with your best friends..

but ur bestfirend have their own life too..

so, sometimes, u dear bloggie..helps me lots;)

till then,

-xoxo-

surprise for me!

Salam dear blogie..

sorrie 4 not visiting u 4 sum tyme..been bizi wif asements n programs..
anyway..yesterday was lyke siyeshly superb!! kak amal n kak azra made a surprise 4 me!
n da besh part is..kak amal plan for her own surprise wic she dunno bout it=p
i wasnt expect for any surprise as kak amal was really into that rockstar jacket..
was just temaning her to bought that jacket..but then it turns out they plan everything for me..haha! thanx lots guys!
syafiq..azwin..manto..khei..reyhun n sherry was there too..
from dp to mubie to mp to dp to playground to bangunan merah to jonker to pak putra to kak amals house!
fuhh..its really exercise!!

will updates later wif da picca itself!
thanx guys!

lots of lurve from me!

p/s: MMU Awards 2010 is near..xm oso really near! all the besh to me!!

lappie masuk icu..hwaaa...

Salam..hye dear bloggie..lmer dh x jenguk kamoo..

sorrie yerk..neh sme gare2 lappie syerk masuk icu..hwaaaT_T..

ble la dier nk bek..tunggu kol mama jerk neh..

mama ckp ok jerk..tros alik umah..mau jemput lappie kuar spital..

hmm..neway..syerk windu smer 'grandma' aka kak azra ngn 'mummy' aka kak amal..

nek2 sem jerk..rse empty..rse felik..sumthing yg x enaugh..hurm..

nk wat cmner..xperla..

sem neh..dh regester 5 subjects..pttnyer 6..ngah pk2 neh..nk amek ker x lgk stu subjects..

ader mse one week jerk lgk..limit kt drik sendrik ntk pk..

hohoho..hopefully nant i made da ryte choice..

neway lgk..congrats kt kekawan sumer yg dh abesh blaja..grad bulan 8 neh..

nant jujue dtg yerk ira..kak azra..khei..fad..insyaAllah tyme convo tuh..

k la..nenant kter berjumper lgk yerk..

mau bcer case..pergh..sem neh ader case..haha..menarik neh..

doakan yg terbek ntk syerk yerk:D..mekaseh..

i'm bec!!

Salam..alluu2..
see2..tel u d ryte..oliday 4 couple of days ony..
i neva 4get uols one..hikkz:P..[kind onot me??so kind ryte..ngeee:D]
many things done d..
lets c wats done..
*ulc*
*asements bfb*
*asements global*
*clubs report*
*workshop*
*theater*
*consumer fair-2mrw last..yeay!*

basiccaly..dats stuff ol done d..
now got sumore lil2 thingy need 2 b done..
lets c..





eih..y like not lil2 thingy..but neva mind..
not dat tiring d..b4 diz..i need tyme consume..every day got diz..got dat..
every day my mom msg me.."dun 4get ur stdy..oldo u r bz.."
okai dokie mummy..
will rmmbr dat opkos..smoger dpermudahkn..amin..

neway..feel like sooooo long din watch tv..din hear news..hish2..
wat la..wat currently happend now??blurr d la..
need 2 get on trek d..
but i still noe bout OIAM..AF..GHOST 2..selangor won dat day..hehe:P
tahnx 2 NOOR NADIRA NOOR AZMAN laaa..ngeee:D
i like u la nenek..trimas..
ol da gossips i noe..
wat bout da world?da politics?da economics?
dun worrie..still noe it a lil..just need to add up summore la..huhu..


okai d la..wanna stdy 4 diz thurs test 2..15 marks okai..
tata u ols..

p/s: sumtymes..v need 2 consider other ppls heart oso la..it might hurts oldo u might think its a small thingy..but if its being done more den 3 tymes..wat do u feel?u r not da ony one who hv hearts n feelings..me too..y shud ppl hv feelings??hmm..wuteve..:(

oliday...

Salam 2 ol..
hope so..u guyz 2day is better den yesterday..
n hopefully tmrw is even better den 2day..
aminn..
sorrie ya..wanna make sum announcement ryte here..
'da lil thinggy of my life'..
wil b in oliday fever 4 a couple of days..
not going sumwer..
but..
been bzz..a lil here n der..
wanna prepare for most of my subjects project..
n anyway..final is near d..
mine starts on the 20th..
wish me da besh of luck:D
tcre u guyz..may Allah bless u n me aways..amin..
tata..
-end-

im in phng..hikkz:p

Salam..
hye kekawan..
din hupdate agk lmer..
cuz im in phng 4 da last wikend..
kt bentung..its called "Leag Camp 08/09"..besh woo..
many games n activities being done..
but im able 2 join certern jerk.
cuz syerk join start arie sabtu..lewat 1 arie..
memuler..supposely ader nyte walk..on friday nyte.
i was like..nseb bek g sabtu..hengat x kne la..
skalik smpi jerk sner..

xxx:-eh jujue..mlm neh nyte walk tau..
jujue:- haaaa??bkn mlm tdk ker??
xxx:- mlm neh la..x cyer tnyer director..
jujue:- apsal bwat mlm neh..??
xxx:- siankn jujue..ngn org len yg bru smpi..sonyer tunggu korunk la..
jujue:- cett..sjer jerk..

hwaa..hengat bley terlepas..haha..kne gak ghupenyer..
but siyeshly..its really n experience..
walopong dlue pnh g..tp x sedasat utan yg neh..
utan neh plng besh..
tp kn..xmo kne pacat lgk..
geli ok..hish2..
kt sner..im as da person yg agk penting la..
haha..kate speacial task..hikkz:p
help2 raihan..
do da cookings job..sodap ok..
lelaghie dgn bantuan acad tyme bwat msk kicap..ngahaha..
rahsie org dapoq..hikkz:P
gud job 2 ol da komities..hehe:D
okai dokie..stop here..

p/s:- ader org nk g camping gak..dier swuh syerk ajk dier..mayb next tyme.insyaAllah ader..syerk ajk yerk..
tp kne jge drik sendrik ok..xder mknenyer jujue nk jger..lalalala...hikkz:P

job 2b completed..
*report ngabas*
*asement global*
*letter for HEP*
*lib exhibition*
*consumer fair thingy*
*prepare for theater performance*
oopssie daisie..apsal cm bnyk jerk neh...hish2..ol da besh to me:D

-jujue2904-

finnally..

Salam..
hye dear bloggie...
just FYI..i've found my ans d..
ala..the one dat i said..da kecompletedness..
i cn ignore it d..i noe wat is important 4 me now..
myself..my family..my stdy..
nothing else..
fokus on da ryte trek..
syerk kn kne lwn pointer ngn sum1..[cm dier mng jerk..atoi la]
P/s:- nk jdk pendiam bley..drik dlue nk jdk..help me..nk trial n error neh..
hehe..welcum 2 noe da new jujue..
*seorg pendiam..x bnyk ckp..*
*nerd..haha..asek stdy jerk..*
*tito awl..da latest kul 12..hikkz:P*
hish..bley ker neh..we'll c..
tata..the end-

-jujue2904-

akhirnyer..

Salam..huhu..akhirnyer..smlm kul 1030mlm..syerk dpt gak tgk upin&ipin geng the mubi..ngeee:D
syerk g ngn kak azra ngn raihan..nth cmner..tiber2.."eh,mcm knal la raihan..huhu"..
abg adam daa..ngn 2 org laghie..sorunk tuh luper nmer dier..sorunk laghie kak azra yg knal..hikkz:P
tunggu2 punyer tunggu..at last dh buley msk..skali tyme nk msk..
ader plak denga sayup2 org ckp.."eh jujue..lek la..xkn nk berebut msk ngn bdk2 kotz.."
cet..sabaq jerkla abg adam neh..malu guwe kt tgh2 alam tuh..ciss dale jerk..
pastuh ternmpk plak sorunk pompuan neh..
dier dtg nk tgk mubi..ciap bwk bantal besaq glerr..waner merah..
hish2..nk tidoq ke aper tuh??
lu pkiaq la sendrik..
aper katerkn..len klikn..dtg bwk slimut..bantal peluk..segaler bagai..kasik cukup forum..
ngahaha:))
neway..kak ain..syerk dh tgk dh 'geng'..walopun g 3 org jerk..huhu
pastuh lps tgk..tros alik..ngantok sey..
FYI..skrunk neh jujue tito awl ok..latest 1230..haha..
almaklumla..class arie2 kul 8am..
huhu..xper2..yg penting jumaat syerk xderk class..
ngee..eh2 luper..smlm seblom g mubi..sempat g jonker sat..crie beg besaq..
jumpaq dh pong..besh glerr..pasneh buley sumbat mcm2..
pelik pong ader tyme kt jonker..sebab xderk org sngt..
heppie jerk jejalan..hikkz:P
okai den..esk ader program..
syerk ader2 tlg la..kang pas prog abesh..
syerk story2 yerk..
tata..
syerk sngt riso neh ektly..sob2..
doakan smuanyer goes on smoothly okai..:D..amin...
-jujue-

blurr..speechless..

Salam..
kabare??waras??hope so yerk kekawan..
ektly..i wanna post diz entry yesterday..but ternet neva let me..
its angry wif me or majuk wif me mayb..huhu..

yesterday,wen i was walking from da cmpus to ep..i saw one grup of chinese gurl..
dey were talking..BUT using da 'hand signal'..(u do understand wats hand signal ryte)
i was amaze..even though dey r not really complete(interms of voice)..
but dey still hv da courage to stdy n b heppie n hv a life just as other norm ppl..
but me..as a norm ppl..wud sumtymes giv up of doin sumthing..
shame of me..
but siyeshly..diz incident makes me open up my eyes..
every ppl do hv their own speaciality..
so,we..da norm ppl..shud not eva giv up k..
we shud hv better high confidence towards anything..
but still..not too over confidence..
cuz sumtymes..dats wil mk u feel pain at the end..

hmm..how i wish i can talk to dat grup yesterday..
its okai la..just think dat..
everything dat happened..der must b a reason behind it ryte..
it just da matter of tyme..
insyaAllah..

neway..sum1 ask me sumthing..am i clear wif my thoughts n hearts..wat i really think in my mind..n i just cant ans dat..im speechless..how i wish..it was as easy as abc..or even as eating..hikkz:P...izit wat im doing is ok??izit wat i wanted to do ok??am i doing da ryte thingy?? how if im doing da wrong thingy with out knowing it??hish3...its complicated ryte..hmm..
oldo i do noe..if we din mk any mistakes,we wud not learn anything ryte..nth ler...hopes dat everything wil goes on smoothly ryte..insyaAllah..amin...may Allah bless me n u ol aways:D

-jujue-

hmm..

Salam..wats up frens..huhu..

hopes everythings fine..

now its ady 5am..

n im still awake..din sleep yet..haizz(dh ler class kul 8..)

me bwat aper rse2 nyer yerk??

hmm..wat else if bukan asement..huhu..

need 2 submit my part kt my member..

cuz afta i do my part..bru depa buley cont..

its a sequal la yg penting..

(nk bwat cmner..nk alik kn..so..hv to setle up everything la..gud gurl..hikkz:P)

neway..dh ciap dh asemnt tuh..yippie:D

Ektly..bfore end up doin mu asemnt..me went out to jj..

wat for..hehe..lests see da piccas below..sonang cerito..

[twighlight novels..bt not diz yg me bought..]

(tgk mubi jerk enaugh la kn..hikkz:P)

[new moon novel..haa..neh la yg i bought..ngeee:D]

(tp me share wif si raihan..plus..ader 25% dizkaun laghik..aper lg..grab la..hikkz:P)

[plus..i ate white choc macadamia..raihan blanjer..]

(pttnyer mau blikn rerumate skalik..bt sper swuh lmbt reply my msg..ngahaha:)) gelak evil..ngee:D )

next week yerk..sian kamoo..jgn jelesh..

Basiccaly dat was wat its all bout..k la..nk bcer2 books cketz..
xmo tito..klo tito neh..alamat la kan..haha..
im goin bec to celeb8 ryer hj..
plus attand my cousie wedds..
later me hupdates bout it k..
mornin everyone..
its 0515 ady..

"semua yg terjdk past ader hikmahnyer..hanya kter perlu sabaq cketz"
"sabaq tuh sebahagian dari iman"

-jujue-

sekinar + besh frens..

Salam..hye frens..hows 2day??

hopes its better den yesterday ofkos..

As for me..my day was a lil better den yesterday..much2 better..

but 2day..2 things dat i plan..x jdk..T_T..

y?ofkos der is a reason ryte..

1st..x jdk nek bukit bruang..was thinking of jog or sumthing..

(mner x nyer..g tito kul 530am..haizz..)

2nd..charity concert in main hall..by MMUSIC..

y?me need to compile up all my asements wic is think is more important den da concert..

btol x?btol..btol..btol..

(atoi la..dhler ader bunkface..haizz..xper2..)

ader org ask me amek autograph of dat grup..but im sorrie..huhu..cant help..

(tp..syerk dh swuh my besties amekkn gambaq+da autograph too ofkos..)

klo dpt sumer neh..buley la syerk tuntut secret..hikkz:p..wink2..

NEways, here was hupdate bout Sekinar and my besh frens..

SEKINAR is a charity programme wer we spend tyme wif the unnormal kids...make them heppie n as well as to make them felt appreated..

noe wat..oldo those kids wer unnormal..but their heart are much more better than us..

their heart is more sensitive than us..

Unfortunately, me went der a lil late..bcuz me hv to attend othe rprogrammes wic is the OMS..

every clubs hv to send representatives..so for SRM..it was me n Ili..

den around 10++..me shoot to the place wif Ili n kak najmin..

arrive around 12++..

(sesampai jerk..dh last game dh wif the kids..den tros penutup..n memakan..hikkz:P)

over der, wen i was just arrive, im stuck wif diz one kids..his name was hakim..if im not mistaken la..dunno y..his eyes was like telling me all kind of stories..

felt like im not da ony one who suppose to felt hopeless..

but der r other ppl out der whom felt da pain more den me..

so, we shud felt thankful ryte..der r so many ppl dat still lurve us..

ngeee:D

okok..so here was some of da piccas..

(me n anis..da nyte b4 sekinar..hikkz:p)

(sum of da komitis+participants+parents)

(n diz is hakim..bulu mate dier lentik glerr..:P)

n now we shoot to da 2nd topic..wer is about my besh frens..

dey were kak azra n kak amal..

ektly..u do noe dat..several days ago..

me got sum problems occured ryte..den..me din tel any1 ryte..

but..no ways to run from my besh frens..dey noes bout it..

n wif full of friendships lurve..

dey convince me bec to normal..to think rationally n logically..

dey giv me support dat i actually wanted long tyme ago..

really appreate it..thanx a lot..

without u ol..i dunno weather im doing da ryte choices..

both of u help me to find da way out..to teach my ownself..to trust myself..

again..thanx a lot..ony ALLAH can repays both of u bec..

lurve u both..

kak amal + kak azra..

(here was kak amal n me)(here was my rumate..kak azra+me)

anyways, i noe der r sum of u out der..wer so gud..to pray for me..

n i really appreat it..u noe who u r..

but da most i thank to is to both my parents..

mama n papa..u both r so lurvely..i lurve both of u..

without both of u..i'll not b abale to reach this stage..

MAY ALLAH BLESS OL OF U..AMIN..

-jujue-

akhirnyer...

Salam..akhirnyer..im able to hupdate my bloggie..since my lappie health is perfecto..dat day kena dunno wat virus d..haiya..hmm..its okai la..now okai d ryte..so..cn bloggie again as i wish..hikkz:P

yesterday..i telek-belek my photo album yg lelamer..den ol da memories pop up one by one..how i mish ol da sweet tymes..hmm..ol my so called besties..from kindergarden till la uni tyme neh..so many things had happened..
and da besh thing is..wen i was refreshing every single moments bec..
i manage to write diz in a piece of paper..hikkz:p
(try korunk bcer..klo sudi la..klo x sudi..kne bcer gak..ngee:D)

# wen da tymes goes by..
OMG..last tyme i was just 8 yrs old..
and now i am *0 yrs old..
1* yrs had gone..

wen da tymes goes by..
now i am in a university..
not anymore primary skul..
neither do secondary skul..

wen da tymes goes by..
many things had happened..
many changes had happened..
many new things appears..
many old thins dissapears..

wen da tymes goes by..
i learn new things..
i get new things..
i hate sum changes..
i lurve sum changes..

wen da tymes goes by..
we neva notice dat we still learning..
we neva notice dat we hv done so many wrongs..
we neva notice dat we hv lost so many tymes..
wen da tymes goes by....


hmm..basiccaly diz was wat i wrote on dat piece of paper..
looks simple..but for me..der is sumthng in it for me..
for me..da speaciality of sumthing..comes in many ways..
it depends on a person perceptions..ryte??(btol..btol..btol..hikkz:P)

okai den..till we meet again..wif sum new things..n more piccas..
me goin tu hupload it..in just a moment..
to be cont..
tcre dear frens..

-type offs-