emptyness

Salam..hye dear bloggie..

was watching WGM of Khuntoria 2day..

i dunno y but it felt lyke i cn feel wat they feel in the show..

its funny..haha!

Anyway, 27th April(saturday), i entered bowling..

its my company tournament sort of..in sunway pyramid..

my teammate is kak faz n sya..

i did few strikes n spares..okai la kn ryte..

but i did saw something n it makes me..

"im grateful that im not lyke dat"..

dear bloggie..

i hate 2b alone ektly..it makes me feels sad..

luckly there is that so called bowling tournament..

if not again im alone since both housemates out with their bf..

i am use 2b alone since im in secondary school..

stays in hostel..uni life stay in apartment + rented house with frens..

internship tyme again rented a house..double storey house by im alone..

working life and again away from fmly..

is this call homesick??? i guess it is mayb..

sometimes it does hurt too when u keep lots of things in your heart..

its good if you can share with your best friends..

but ur bestfirend have their own life too..

so, sometimes, u dear bloggie..helps me lots;)

till then,

-xoxo-

Its April already..owh my!!

Salam..
Hye dear bloggie..da last tyme i date with u was in July 12! So unwise of me to u huh?
Im sorry.Its not dat i dun hv tyme..its just im too mentally exhausted..
Morning..off to work..then late eve i'll off from office..wen I reach home..
Its already nyte n I just wanna hv rest on my bed..

Anyway, i've been working for Mammoth Empire Holdings since Sept 3rd 12..
Meaning its nearly 8 months already..see how the tyme flies..
Many things i've learn..meet new people lots..meet many2 human beings behaviour.
And yes..i lost most of my personal tymes already!!
Till my mom says.."cmni ble mama nk dpt menantu?"..haha!
Sorry mom..u will soon wen Allah says kunfayakun;)

owh2..kak amal is married! yes its kak amal okai..
Still remember b4 during study tyme..we use to say..
kak azra will have the mrs title 1st..then comes me n last is kak amal..
but no way..its jodoh..its already been written in the book..dat she will b da 1st..
im proud of u n happy for u "mummy"..LOTS!

Well, dats it for now..just feeling lyke sharing..
my head kind of mess with many things..feels lyke wanna pore ir out ol here..
but too much infos..x abes satu entry nant..
owh, i'll b playing bowling diz wikend..for my dprtmnts..haha! okai..diz is funny!

till then,
p/s: this tyme election, i'll b joining 4 voting..first tyme..

-xoxo-

all in 1..hehe;p

Salam..hye dear bloggie..

at last..buley pong berblog..

my lappie uat hal..kdng2 xley type.x tau la nape..

tekan la bnyk mane pong..satu urop pong x kua..haha!

nway, dari april n now dh julai dh pong..

x terhupdate2 kn..now wil try hupdate always back okai;)

heres da combination of few thngs yg jdk ol da way during dat period..

[my bday cake from my family;)]

one day b4 sempat g mkn2 steamboat wif kekawan jpo..

wil hang out wif uguys again 1 day yerk;)

[get a bday pressie from sum1..n dat was dye pnye hand writing..huuu;p]

[here was the pressie..katenye nmpk mcm sejambak bunga..haha!apo2 ajo la jang..;p]

but siyeshly thanx yerk to post it to my house..appreciate it;)

[here was the food at TGI Fridays..sngt2 sdapp!! celeb8 wif dak2 techik..thanx lots!!]

siap kne nyanyi ats krusi..malu amat..wat an experience..haha;)

[here was da cakes..my feveret opkos..white choc macadamia..balqis bday was celeb8td too;) ]

seb bek de balqis teman nyanyi sesame;p

[pressies!!! thanx lots sume^__^ ]

[faizah kawen!! my primary school fren]

sayunk x dpt jpe kwn2 len..masing2 de komitmen..sdey cketz dat tyme..

congratz!! 

[jdk pengutip durian kt umh]
papa n mama was not around for olmost 1 wik..
jejalan bandung n jakarta..
so..yes..i need to handle ol..

but then, after both of my parents alik cneh jerk..dpt brite sdey..mak long koma sbb hypo..

then mama tros kne shoot g kl 1st..again im incharge to handle my adeq2..

after dat, wikend bru me n adeq2 gerak kl since xderk skola kn..

tbe2 get news yg my grandma pong x sehat..been asking 4 her children..

so, the folllowing g visit her n again i cant follow sbb my sister is on her way from uum kedah..

then 2 days after..we  get news dat my mak long past away d..tros shoot g sungai buloh..

now, its been few weeks d..i hope dat maklong wil b place di kalangan org2 beriman..insyaAllah..

aminn..she was a great person..sngt2 bek sbb slalue tlg org..Al-Fatihah for mak long..

during dat period..sumthng personal happend too..but let me alon noe n my besties opkos..

mcm x pecaye pong ade..well..Allah knows best;)

k then, nk tdo dh la..esk nk pose..kne bgn awl..

nanyte..salam.

p/s:- pray for me dpt kje cpt2 eh..heeee;p tq!

complicated

salam..hye dear bloggie..
sometyme it feels diz is ryte..but at the other point..
it feels up side down..
some tyme it feels it is da ryte path..
but wen it comes to rationally..realistically..
it feels wrong..
so how? its okai..
there is people saying where..
u just need to follow the flow..
u neva know wen u neva try..
neva will learn anythng..

april has come;)

"kami tidak akan ucapkan perkataan 'cinta' kepada mana-mana lelaki ajnabi kerana.. kami simpan perkataan itu untuk diucapkan kepada bakal suami kami."

p/s:- quote yg uat syerk tros ckp.."im gonna be lyke diz..insyaAllah"..i am looking for a husband..not a bf..to guide me till the lifeafter..to be my imam..to be my everythng..baek utk agamaku..baek utk fmlyku..baek utk dunia n akhiratku..ya Allah..ENGKAU tunjukkanlh..KAU permudahkanlah urusanku..aminn!